for a med change. I have absolutely no motivaton today. I didn't even finish a puzzle today. didn't go on facebook either. sat on couch, watched tv, went to bathroom, ate a can of spaghettio's for lunch. didn't call my aunt like I had promised. didn't take my car to thte garage. G's cough is irritating, why doesn't he plan on doing anything about it?
I forgot to call to get my car insurance straightened out today. I have to get g's registration renewed, maybe I'll do that after he gets his cough checked out.
I have to discuss xferring gma's car w/ her too. I don't know how much $ is left in the bank but I need to give her some for the car + pay to get it inspected and add it to te car insurance.
when I was agitated the other day at times I was anxious too. today I am blah, I guess you could call it depressed. I'm not sad. I just don't see the point in doing anything. nothing will make any improvement. and when I get involved in doing things, I see other things that I need to get to. I am reminded of things I want to do. things I want to have
most of the time I imagine that I would be happy with an at home job, taking care of the kids. married to g, have 1 or 2 more, keep things simple. not so much running around like I do now. stay at home, clean the house on a schedule. have routines for most things. I try that now but most days I just can't stick to it
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